i feel like vomit is stuck in my throat. feeling a bit of fear & excitement. im nuts! i cant imagine that school is starting. no more late nights & over-freedom-kind-of-mood. at least, im stepping into new ground, meeting new people again, focused & time will pass by super FAST!

on 30th i hope i wont receive make-you-nervous messages! cause my heart will jump like twice a second when i receive a sms. CRAP!! 

anyway i went to see the ear specialist. the doctor is super nice! he let me see my eardrums & my infected area & help me clean my gross-looking-red ear! but im quite fascinated. then i went out with MEGA TALL! super funny, especially muscle men & pouch! 

i have cafe on friday.

i have an ikea PILLLLLLLOW! wwoo~

hello! HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR! i love chinese!

happy CHEENA new year!! :)

im excited & im feeling as LIGHHHHT as a feather!! 

move it move it!

im very happy yesterday (passed 12am!) !! because i went jogging with shilin. okay we walked more HAHAHAHA! when i reached home i watched Facing the Giants. it's so cool :) STONE WALL! a lot of thought came to me when i watched that movie it's just refreshing. like after watching a heroine movie with a lot of inspirations and keep you moving in life. yup that's what i felt!! after that i went for CEG! played "Tell me Tell me I want to know"! it's so funny especially the chinese new year greetings theme. HAHAHAHA! and Alastair shared the Word today. cool man~ after that went for dinner and they talked about gore movie. EWWWWWWW! 

i cant wait for combined service!

i dream and thought of my future room. it's going to be BIG & double COOL! for me only! HAHAHA!

RANDOM and LAME: im a COOL person. i melt when HOT people stand beside me!

hahahahhaha!

hahaha. i went for discipleship class in the morning and sat beside shu qing. and she knows sara which is my cousin! HAHAHA. and she was like the TALLLLLLL one? hahaha. Dominic shared about the 3 dimensions of giving :) convicted me a lot. leaders and pastors :D 

after that was service. okay my heart was beating super fast and loud. i was much more nervous than the first time i went for com! i walked up when pastor Lia called my name. ahhhhh! i was looking at my feet cause im scared that i would fall! hahaha! and i hugged pastor Lia~~~ HAHAHAHA. super cool okay. and thank you CEG for standing even though i didnt see you all standing cause i was looking at the floor and quickly went down. HAHAHAHA! and i decided to let my mum or sister use. KID SIZED TALL SIZED and me took some photos and there is this picture where me and grace look totally alike! HAHAHAHA. i will show next time :) aaron said desmond looked like shaggy. HAHAHA. then i said aaron looked like scooby doo~ HAHA. and mathhaeus gu niang actions are MEGA GU NIANG! 

going to see meiting HOHEY and cafe SPRING CLEANING later..

yeah my dad is coming back on tuesday and im going to airport with my mummy.

only You can move in my heart that way :)

Jesus,

precious Jesus.

im very happy! yeah my results are GOOD!

i can do well in studies despite going church every weekends and for CG!

awesome :)

woke up at 10am and was super tired when i went to take the train. but i prayed to God and i asked for strength. HAHAHA. discipleship class is cool. ivan shared about some of the things he went through in army and what God has spoke to him. then we all shared about what we want to be next time. it was practical but in a way, different :) before ending we prayed and i felt an impartation of excitement for the new year and joy just filled my heart!

then the exciting part was prayer meeting! God spoke to me. and it is so in tune with what our church is heading to. the same vision but doing it better. HAHAHA. it shall be my long term vision for this year :) 

results are releasing today! if i've done well i will go out. if it's not, i will go home and sleep first. YUP! 

okay im super excited cause i know im running towards where.

i know my position and destiny :)

i'll end it well with You.

HAHA! i was blog-hopping just now and i realised something. the way different people blogged :) HOGC people blogged about how they really loved life and wanting to do more than what they are currently doing! whereas others blogged about how they wished their life were better or contented about what they had achieve that they stopped seeking or working. 

when success is reached why not move into significant? 

i cant wait for later! 

HAHAHA i just sent chiwen an email! looks like im quite into email. first was xiaozhou, then the MEGAS! HAHAHA! i just told her how HOGC change the way i live life and my mentality, yeah. all good :) im really excited for the future!  EXCITING, i know. im waiting for ...... to join me in church so we can join a ministry together and start mocking each other! 4D. plus ....... so that i can see how she leads people. in a massive level! with Him all things are possible :) 

& im eating now! HAHAHA. 

i love you~